if our love was a fairytale~

Shit.

Suddenly remember I got a blog.

I’m in pain..

Everything hurts.

I need a long sleep.. I really do.. to escape from reality.

Caught Final Destination 4 last night. damn it. I have never watch FD 1, 2 or 3 before. So I didn’t know the scenes will be so gross!! I hate and is afraid of such scenes. My imagination literally will start to get wild every time I see or come across familiar scenes in real life. Will start to imagine what if this happens to me, will my intestines fly? will the place be covered with my blood?

And ya, needless to say, the one sitting beside me during the show perhaps got “hurt” from my grip! Most of the gross scenes, I was either scolding vulgarities or trying to cover myself from the scene but at the same time trying to “peep” at it. Contradicting =_=”

Don’t enjoy such shows. Damn it.

Its damn funny! Can’t stop laughing when I was watching it.

I wonder why at times

when i really need someone to be there for me

there is no one i can turn to.

why does life have to be so difficult?

SAD

Oh well, I was suffering from memory loss for a while and I kinda did not remember that I have a blog to update.

Sigh…. Life, Job, Goals, Aims, Ambition.. Am I achieving any?

I am feeling:

Vexed

Moody

I think I am mentally drained. Or maybe I am just too emo?

Suffering from depression soon.

Sometimes I am thinking, the reasons I am not happy is because I ask for too much in life, I am not self sufficient, I always want to be better.

I have been thinking, way too much I guess.

P/S: Sell me some happy pills if you know where to get it.

I love this.

Please show all these videos to those elderly you know!

Still got a few more videos. But perhaps you wanna visit the laozhabor’s blog n watch it. lol

Source: LaoZhaBor’s Blog